Upon the news of my 's death, my world was apart like a . My has been the of my and . the ocean, I haven't had time to and save him, he just left me . My about his and was to the on 28 and took his last at 6:50 am on 26. It was less than a month from he was to the to the last he away. My told me my could eat a lot and didn’t need to worry about him. , he to and in three days. My could only use a ball to sweep water on his lips to his life. came like a . It didn’t give us time to my . How can I bear that devil is so and ? I it suck away the last bit of my ’s by .

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I had been as a son by my since I was a child。 When I was in , I my to , water the 。 My rice , and I 。 I him up to help him with a bunch of wheat, he would sweat less。 my , my heart was 。 ’s sweat was my tears。 From then on, the wheat on my back from one to two , even to three ones, but the wheat on my ’s back did not 。

I didn’t have power to his 。 When I went up the hill by the river, my steps, my two steps to make one walk, to speed up the of wheat bales, so that the wheat bales in the field can be as soon as , so my has no wheat bales to carry。 , year after year, I didn’t my ’s when he was the loess and back to the sky。 , he on his own and , and the way to do ,which of the fate of my and in a few years。

My was most in my (90-93) ages。 It was windydance with my father 歌词, and the sound of paper and in the 。 it rains, even wild boars came to my to take from the rain。 It was such a poor 。 I didn’t want to move to it was to my 。 I two of water to my home on my way back to eat after and a load of dung to the of corn on my way to 。

In the rest of the time, I to study even saved my time。 that , I had no and didn’t know my of our two of my 。 I my mind and the realm of 。 I about my with my 。 When I get home on the , I could take food to my and his , who were to build our house。 I told them the story named “ Tang”。 While the were , my was , , and 。

How happy he was at that 。 When to blow up the , my stood in the front and hid me back to him。 No when and how my me, he would not let me feel any at all。

When I was in high (93-96), my ’s a peak。 He often came to my and gave me the cost of many times of other 。 one week of my , my came to my , me a food named “Brain Gold”, which was very at that time。 He said: "I heard brain gold is very , it can your brain in one 。 After it, you will pass the exam to a good 。" I was of his high hopes and to pass the exam in my first year。

In the year, my me the food named “Brain white Gold”。 He told me the brain white gold was much than brain gold, it could me to pass the exam 。 Every time he came to my , he kept me money, and told me "Don't be and eat more eggs。" I to his words。 I me to eat two eggs daily, of being or 。 I didn't like eggs, but I could feel that my was close to me and me when I egg。 I was able to pass the exam that year。 Yes,I did! I did not live up to his 。

After and to workdance with my father 歌词, it was the of 2001。 I went to visit my ’s and found that he was in a 。 The roof was under a stair of 。 I ’t sleep on the over the night and by the sound of in the 。 He the to the goods, and I to the 。 My would not let me go, that I would be 。 I his for a trot。

He and let me get in the car。 My more on the , but my heart was heavy。 I that I was a skirt but not pants, I would let him sit on it and I would ride the 。 The my in front of me for how he was。 He never in and was on call。 He also me for being and out like a mold with my 。 I was very happy my at that time。 The only time my to my in front of me。

When I to the place, I heard again。 At that time, I made a to that let my live in the of the one day。 , after many years, my wish was not , and my died !

I was and in my four years of life。 I to pay to my and on of , with my 's soul。 I also to the me and them to make up。 I went to , I was proud of our blood。 I like my acnes on my face it came from my ’s 。 When I was a child, my was an acne-prone 。 So was my and 。

I often heard the ’ that I was up by my 。 The acnes on my face I was my ’s child。 After four years away from my , the of my ’s soul, I lived a life, and my life was a mess。 I only have a mess of 。 I my for 60 and one if 61。 There were not any goals or in my life my ’s soul。 I that not him for was the best thing I could do for him, but I never that the of my in four years of life was the of my life! Here I would like to warn the who have gone out of the to study in the big 。

the life in the city is and , only the point can root and us。 The of and for more than 20 years tells me the truth that and each other。 We must not the with our 。 It is a deep that it is on our ,, and life ’ 。 We must take more time to go back and them while our are there, tell them us, and their world。